Should be happy but feeling weak last night and this morning, had couple puffs on an e-cig last night and it feels like a failure! Weird dreams too, where I'm smoking and when I realise what I've done I'm gutted that I've failed but the guilty feeling stays with me! Urgh!! Wish I could go back to bed, feeling tired and sick know it'll get easier in long run but I really don't want to face the world today! Fingers crossed allen carr arrives today!
Hope everyone else feeling strong and positive and had a great weekend!! Xx