I'm a newbie but have been reading for 38 days since going cold turkey on the 5th of May. I'm wondering what I'm doing wrong though. The cravings, although not as many, are intense and I have this all encompassing anger that I cannot control, shouting to the point of screaming. I have been positively vile with anyone including my Neurologist this morning (I have epilepsy) who has passed me onto another Doctor, I'm devasted as I have been with him for over 2 years since diagnosed me with MS in January 2007 (I'm not a walking wreck honest, the two go hand in hand apparently) I'm not stressed over the conditions so these are not fueling anger but I have felt 'wired' since giving p. I have stopped 3 times now the longest being 3 years and I am so afraid I will go back to them if I don't calm down. I feel there is no way out. If I don't smoke I get stressed and that causes more seizures and I don't want to smoke. Please please help me get through this. Sorry to post such a long note but I'm desperate.