I just want to apologise for any spelling mistakes or rubbish I post as at the moment I dont seem to be functioning very well. Had a lot of craves this morning so far had a call from the drs surgery and he wants to see Mum monday morning but wont tell me the results, she wasnt supposed to go back till May for the results. I know it is probably nothing but now I am worrying like mad. Work is going ok on her house they have done the two flat roofs, next will be the windows then the kitchen to bring it up to standard as Mum wont leave her house and my disabled brother wont either.
I just feel very uptight at the moment dont want a cig even though I am getting craves this is the sort of time I would be sat chain smoking and snapping at my OH. It all about learning to cope with things with out the cigs and that I am finding hard. Mark has had to go to work this morning so he will be tired when he gets home so will be snoring on the settee so think I will take the dog out when he gets back save me tip toeing around lol.
Sorry just needed to let it out