As some of you are aware, I currently am not using patches as I had a bad reaction and am waiting for my GP to get another brand in (hopefully tomorrow)..............So, I have had a day with just my lozenges.
Everything was going well, took half an hour to find a parking space at the hospital for my pre-op appointment.........hey, no stress. Was 15 minutes late for my appointment, no stress. Before I would have probably smoked at least 3 cigs whilst driving round and panicing about being late.
I was extremely proud of myself.............HOWEVER...................
had my pre-op appointment and came out as scared as hell and all I could think was I NEED A FAG! :eek:
I drove to see OH at work (as some of you know, he smokes) on my way there I had a moment where I realised that having a smoke wasnt actually going to make me less terrified and if anything, I would have to face my children, sister, mother and all you fabulous peeps on here and say that I had given in to the little b*&^ard...................NO WAY was I going to do that. Had a coffee with OH, he smoked in front of me and I can honestly say I REALLY didnt want one
That is my waffle over, will get through the rest of today because I dont have to go out anywhere and my boys would not let me leave the house with any money if I wanted to.
Onwards and Upwards..........bring on day 19
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As some of you are aware, I currently am not using patches as I had a bad reaction and am waiting for my GP to get another brand in (hopefully tomorrow)..............So, I have had a day with just my lozenges.
Everything was going well, took half an hour to find a parking space at the hospital for my pre-op appointment.........hey, no stress. Was 15 minutes late for my appointment, no stress. Before I would have probably smoked at least 3 cigs whilst driving round and panicing about being late.
I was extremely proud of myself.............HOWEVER...................
had my pre-op appointment and came out as scared as hell and all I could think was I NEED A FAG!
I drove to see OH at work (as some of you know, he smokes) on my way there I had a moment where I realised that having a smoke wasnt actually going to make me less terrified and if anything, I would have to face my children, sister, mother and all you fabulous peeps on here and say that I had given in to the little b*&^ard...................NO WAY was I going to do that. Had a coffee with OH, he smoked in front of me and I can honestly say I REALLY didnt want one
That is my waffle over, will get through the rest of today because I dont have to go out anywhere and my boys would not let me leave the house with any money if I wanted to.
Onwards and Upwards..........bring on day 19
Oh my god woman, I was waiting for you to say you'd smoked then. :rolleyes:
WELL DONE!!! You're doing so amazingly well and you managed to get yourself through a situation that many people would have crumbled under!
I'm so sorry that you've had a scare about your op What is it you're having done? *sends big hugs* But such a huge well done for getting yourself through it!!
And all without your patches!
You certainly have an admirer in me I hope you're very proud lady! xxx
Ok this is the 3rd time I have tried to post a reply to you Max and Sarah
The 2nd time I couldnt remember what I wrote the 1st time and this time I cant remember what I wrote the 2nd time.....................SO i'm just going to say thank you.
It wasnt easy but I couldnt have handled the looks from my boys if I had smoked a cig or bought some on the way home.
Early to bed for me tonight, that way I dont have to think about anything
Wow!!! That is amazing . What courage and commitment. You truly are an inspiration to us all. Thankyou for sharing that. I've had a couple of rough days but you have shown me that anything is possible. Thankyou. Love .jonno
I am grateful for all of your comments, have just had to re read my post as haven't really done anything amazing, just realised that having a smoke wouldnt stop me feeling sh*t scared about next week lol
I know I wouldnt have felt like this if i hadnt read some truely amazing posts on here. I also know that I am not home and dry...............nic did try and get me to cave after my tea this evening
Thanks all the same though guys, couldnt do it without you
I am grateful for all of your comments, have just had to re read my post as haven't really done anything amazing, just realised that having a smoke wouldnt stop me feeling sh*t scared about next week lol
I know I wouldnt have felt like this if i hadnt read some truely amazing posts on here. I also know that I am not home and dry...............nic did try and get me to cave after my tea this evening
Thanks all the same though guys, couldnt do it without you
Don't ever feel guilty about "almost caving". Remember to feel proud for not giving in!! xxx
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