what a week this has been, everyone seems to be struggling and I have been reading the posts. I just have to say well done everyone for hanging in there.
I nearly lost it last night when I had to go for a walk to clear my head of the nic demons, crying and walking round in the wind like some kind of banshee! I purposly didnt take my bank card or any money with me so couldnt go to the shop but oh I was really so tempted.
Im looking forward to getting to the end of this bumpy bit of the road, but I have to say I woke up this morning and felt proud of myself for not giving in. Not too proud of being a grumpy old sour puss though.