I'm here!

Well, two months down the line, hasn't all been plain sailing. Last 10 days were pretty rough, seemed to think of nothing else but smoking. Even looking at people smoking feeling slightly envious.

But, i've given myself a kick up the a**e, and am reminding myself of why I stopped in the first place. Strangely, I had a day when I thought OK, i'll have one if I want one, and that was a day when I barely thought about it, the crazy psychology of it all.

Must confess, thought it would be easier now, but when the urge comes, it seems to be all consuming. Complacency has a lot to do with it, i'd stopped congratulating myself on a job well done because I wasn't thinking about it a lot, so I wasn't on my guard when the nicodemon hit. I'll be better armed next time I hope.

Also haven't read much on this forum, I thought that reading about peoples battles would bring me down and make me crave more, but reading about peoples struggles and successes actually keeps it in live in my mind so I don't become complacent about it.

Well, goodbye month 1, hello month 2, and well done to everyone, keep at it.

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  • Hi Lozza :D

    well done on starting 2 months is great sorry you has a rough 10 days but you came out the winner so all's well that ends well

    Just keep going and remember to read it really does help

    Love

    Margxxxxxxx

  • Hi lozza

    well done mate but if you started your quit 16/1/09 You are now into month 3 dont sell yourself short. Your doing fab hun. Be on your gaurd and kick old nic up the arse.xxxxxx

  • Hi Lozza :D

    Linda is quite right you are just starting month 3 not month 2 even better

    Love

    Margxxxxxxxxxx

  • That's it settled then. Come the weekend I'll be posting in month 2.

    yay!! Pity there's only one short month in a year :(

    i closed my eyes and wished really hard,......................nope. Still month 2. Damn.

    Well done Lozza. May you always be 1 month ahead!!

    Carole x

  • Well done Lozza

    and you Bluedog:)

  • Hi Carole :D

    Almost 2 months already that's wonderful keep going

    Love

    Margxxxxxxxxxxx

  • I can't go to month three, i've hardly spent any time with month 2, and all that time with month 1 wasted :confused:

  • Hi Carole :D

    Almost 2 months already that's wonderful keep going

    Love

    Margxxxxxxxxxxx

    Hi Marg,

    Afraid I'm only just starting month 2. Tomorrow!! Will be here for a while.

    Carole x

  • Hi Carole :D

    Whoops silly me obviously didn't read it properly but at least I added a month and didn't take one away but whatever it's still great

    Love

    Margxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • Lozza, well done on finishing month 2. We are in the same boat, starting month 3.

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