Today has been a bit better, ive had a be kind to Mel day, taking things slower as I have more time now as I dont keep stopping to smoke. Then I look in the mirror and want to cry, I look pale and now the spots are coming ive got this great big one next to my eyebrow which Im sure is waving at me every time I look in the mirror and now Ive got a painful area the other side of my eye brow. So Im trying not to glance in the mirror at the moment lol.
Other than that i dont feel too bad, know I will have more bad moments but after yesterday I know I can handle them.
Hope everyone else is doing ok we can do this X