Well I'm being well and truly tested today! YEsterday I decided to stop using the nicotine lozenges, and I had a pretty good day. I was a bit cranky, but I knew it and so kept myself to myself. All in all I did canny good.
Then I woke up this morning and discovered that some smelly skanky druggie decided to help himself to some of my electrical goods during the night whilst me and my 5 year old son were alseep. Luckily they only got away with my mobile phone. They tried to take the wii but couldn't untangle the wires and so gave up.
The upshot is that today I really feel like having a fag! It's a weird feeling cos I don't actually feel like I want one, just that I need one. It's hard to explain! I'm 99% certain that I won't actually have one, cos to be honest if I did, I would be even more pi$$ed off than I already am.
I may be popping in occasionally during the day to shout for help though!