A very red faced and embarrased person here. Just read back my horrible postings from Friday night.....my God there should be a padlock on the computer to stop me putting things like that out there.....
Anyway, as you all predicted, yesterday was a write-off. I was on the sofa most of the day, didn't get dressed out of PJ's and phoned a Chinese take-away for dinner
However, the good news is that it was just one cigarette. Husband does not know and I think my feeling of him being dissapointed with me is what stopped it going any further. I've been preaching to him so much about how relatively easy it has been I couldn't be doing with him knwoing otherwise.
Yesterday was murder as I really wanted another, especially with the hangover, but I couldn't give in and importantly didn't.
Will be back later but other half back & don't want him to read whats been going on