Hello all, how are you?
Well I am at 55 days today (wow! didn't realise it had been that long)... anyways yesturday I went to a party, a party with alot of smokers (quite rank actually had to open a window several times) EVERYONE there seemed to be chain smoking, and as the night wore on I found myself soo tempted too, if it wasn't for thinking I would have to go back to day one on this forum i probably would have smoked, scary how after all this time it still can almost catch you out. The other thought that stopped me was thinking where will this end, if i smoke one tonight i will probably smoke 20 tonight and then have a few the next day and then go back to smoking tomorow.
So it was quite scary how close i came really, I am soo glad i didn't the thought of smoking now is soo disgusting.