Anger!

Man alive,

I spent the whole of yesterday so angry! Have been totally screwed over by a guy and nearlly exploded when I saw him Saturday night, and then woke up in the foulest mood wanting nothing but a fag on Sunday. Not craved one at all today, and starting to enjoy the new found taste in my mouth....

I've had a cough/cold in all possible forms since October, and I think it's now finally starting to clear! The simple things, but I took a breath this morning before I got in the car and it felt so clear!

I really want this to last this time!

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  • Aww, netty i'm sorry you had a bad weekend. things can only get better and you got through it so you're doing really well. keep your chin up hunnie + keep at it! :) x x

  • Yeah, I'm proud of myself. Still have big twangs of "why give up when I love smoking"... but I know what's best for me, and I like seeing peoples reaction too when I tell them I've given up smoking. :D

  • I have come to the conclusion that we men should avoid this forum at all cost on Mondays:)

    you really should, phil. All of this struggling is your fault!!!!! you bloomin male!!!!! (just jokin hunnie, luv ya ;)) x x x

  • Yeah, I'm proud of myself. Still have big twangs of "why give up when I love smoking"... but I know what's best for me, and I like seeing peoples reaction too when I tell them I've given up smoking. :D

    Yeah I hate to admit it but, i actually do like smoking!!! but i know i cant + i do really want to quit.

    the reaction I get is "yeah, how long this time?" so can't really say i like people's reaction but i do like people's support from this forum!!! i

    think that's the main reason why i still quit. like sat i so would of smoked when i was out but I didn't purely cos i was thinking not to let you all down! God, i am mental aren't i!!!!! x x x :)

  • Yeah I hate to admit it but, i actually do like smoking!!! but i know i cant + i do really want to quit.

    the reaction I get is "yeah, how long this time?" so can't really say i like people's reaction but i do like people's support from this forum!!! i

    think that's the main reason why i still quit. like sat i so would of smoked when i was out but I didn't purely cos i was thinking not to let you all down! God, i am mental aren't i!!!!! x x x :)

    No way you aint mental. I was thinking the same thing! haha I was in two minds yesterday about admitting I'd smoked on Friday, but I thought no, I've got to be honest! This forum is ace. Plus it's another place to show off your achievements :D

  • I have come to the conclusion that we men should avoid this forum at all cost on Mondays:)

    Haha, the weekends are tough. Don't worry though, I'm not at the stage where I'm thinking all men are idiots :p

  • I have come to the conclusion that we men should avoid this forum at all cost on Mondays:)

    Snigger we have all seemed to have a bad week end eh?

    It's not 'men' in general, just the lazy inconciderate boyfriends x x x your fine and your company is always an absolute pleasure along with all the other guys on here ;)

    Big hugs Netty x x x x

    It must be of been 'be a b****d to your girlfriend' week and no one warned us ;)

    Hold tight this is for YOU not him so don't let him spoil your quit too!!

  • I think it does help ... I could have quite easily gave in today and for no particular reason!

    But i enjoy coming on here and I wouldnt have been able to post again if I had caved in

    So I was the same ... I wouldnt have one cos I would have let everyone on here down too

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