Anger!

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Man alive,

I spent the whole of yesterday so angry! Have been totally screwed over by a guy and nearlly exploded when I saw him Saturday night, and then woke up in the foulest mood wanting nothing but a fag on Sunday. Not craved one at all today, and starting to enjoy the new found taste in my mouth....

I've had a cough/cold in all possible forms since October, and I think it's now finally starting to clear! The simple things, but I took a breath this morning before I got in the car and it felt so clear!

I really want this to last this time!

[nsd_user663_2762]

Aww, netty i'm sorry you had a bad weekend. things can only get better and you got through it so you're doing really well. keep your chin up hunnie + keep at it! x x

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Yeah, I'm proud of myself. Still have big twangs of "why give up when I love smoking"... but I know what's best for me, and I like seeing peoples reaction too when I tell them I've given up smoking.

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I have come to the conclusion that we men should avoid this forum at all cost on Mondays

you really should, phil. All of this struggling is your fault!!!!! you bloomin male!!!!! (just jokin hunnie, luv ya ;)) x x x

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Yeah, I'm proud of myself. Still have big twangs of "why give up when I love smoking"... but I know what's best for me, and I like seeing peoples reaction too when I tell them I've given up smoking.

Yeah I hate to admit it but, i actually do like smoking!!! but i know i cant + i do really want to quit.

the reaction I get is "yeah, how long this time?" so can't really say i like people's reaction but i do like people's support from this forum!!! i

think that's the main reason why i still quit. like sat i so would of smoked when i was out but I didn't purely cos i was thinking not to let you all down! God, i am mental aren't i!!!!! x x x

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Yeah I hate to admit it but, i actually do like smoking!!! but i know i cant + i do really want to quit.

the reaction I get is "yeah, how long this time?" so can't really say i like people's reaction but i do like people's support from this forum!!! i

think that's the main reason why i still quit. like sat i so would of smoked when i was out but I didn't purely cos i was thinking not to let you all down! God, i am mental aren't i!!!!! x x x

No way you aint mental. I was thinking the same thing! haha I was in two minds yesterday about admitting I'd smoked on Friday, but I thought no, I've got to be honest! This forum is ace. Plus it's another place to show off your achievements

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I have come to the conclusion that we men should avoid this forum at all cost on Mondays

Haha, the weekends are tough. Don't worry though, I'm not at the stage where I'm thinking all men are idiots

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I have come to the conclusion that we men should avoid this forum at all cost on Mondays

Snigger we have all seemed to have a bad week end eh?

It's not 'men' in general, just the lazy inconciderate boyfriends x x x your fine and your company is always an absolute pleasure along with all the other guys on here

Big hugs Netty x x x x

It must be of been 'be a b****d to your girlfriend' week and no one warned us

Hold tight this is for YOU not him so don't let him spoil your quit too!!

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I think it does help ... I could have quite easily gave in today and for no particular reason!

But i enjoy coming on here and I wouldnt have been able to post again if I had caved in

So I was the same ... I wouldnt have one cos I would have let everyone on here down too