Sorry guys! I'm an idiot! I don't know what happened. Well I do. My plane was delayed on Friday night and my boyfriend wanted to go to the bar and drink to kill time. After a few drinks I got really fidgety and all I could think about was having a cigarette. I just couldn't have normal conversation because that thought had just taken over and I couldn't think of anything else. Eventually my boyfriend got fed up with me and said "For god's sake if you want a cigarette just go and have one!". So in my head it was like he gave me permission and off I went to have one! Except that it's not just one is it? After that I thought sod it and carried on smoking for the whole weekend away! Aaarrggghh, how stupid am I??????
Good news is that I've realised the error of my ways and I'm off them again now. First day back not smoking yesterday. So I guess I'm right back to day 2 now then!
I found it really hard to sleep last night. I really hope I don't have to go through a week of not sleeping like I did before!!!