Wow, so far (knocking on wood) today has been a good day. No "horrible" urges, just the normal barable ones. So this is the ninth day since I quit smoking and I still very much miss it, but I am ok (just ok) with the struggle to quit smoking. My husband said he will join me soon, which is going to be nice to watch him squirm. A part of me thinks he won't suffer nearly enough since I won't be smoking around him as he did me.
Anyway, blah blah. Nothing exciting, but nothing bad today. I just felt I should come in here and tell everyone hi, and tell anyone else who is struggling, trust me, I KNOW. My moods and urges come and go, so I know first hand how hard this is, but guess what, good days will come.