Today marks week 7 for me, now into week 8!!!
Still can't really believe it, the positives are:-
i can breathe better,
my body moves easier,
no morning cough
whiter teeth (at last)
skin and eyes look better (even with spots!!|)
i don't stink
no yellow fingers
should have more money (tho can't find it!! )
feel tons more confident
don't feel like a social outcast!!!
Generally feeling good.
Though writing this list to reinforce my confidence and not become complacent.
I love being a non-smoker but the mind games still happen. My sister came over the other night and went outside for a cig, and it actually flashed through my mind 'what if i had one'
EH - WHERE DID THAT COME FROM? I have NO desire to smoke, but still the thoughts linger SCARY EVIL MONSTER that Mr Nicotene.
Anyway, i'm off out man chasing with 3 smoker friends tonight and i'm hoping while they go off outside for a smoke i'll be chatted up by all the lovely non smoking men. (If they pull while outside smoking - then life really isn't fair).
Soo close to 2 months and growing stronger every day!
Have a fab smoke free weekend everyone - stay strong!!