I failed. Too depressed, too easy for me to slip into that "i don't give a shit" attitude. I thought about not posting anything, just vanishing, but i feel compelled to. I could go into my depression, the reasons for it, and how it contributed to my failure, but i don't think it would help anyone here. Suffice to say when you quit smoking you eventually come around to the problems that caused you to start in the first place (assuming they are still there), be prepared for those. I made it 154 days (last Sunday) and hope I will give it another try some day, I don't want to be a smoker the rest of my life, however short that may be.
I hope i didn't bring anyone down with this post, plenty of people have quit and i'm sure we are all capable given enough motivation. You have all been great, very nice, supportive, and i thank you all for that, my biggest regret is to have let people down here and in real life.