I had my first cig 2 secs ago, a colleague gave me one. I hadn't smoked since 9pm last night and you might think "Big Deal". Normally I'd have had at least 10 smokes between 9.00 pm and bed time and would have had at least 5 by this time in the morning.
Felt so strong last night, sat in the office for a while and could feel my resolve going.
Last night was the first time, out of all the times I've tried where I actually believed it was possible, but obviously I'm unbelievably week.
Its the middle of lent and I'm off a stack of other things for lent and yet I've managed that with very little trouble - a few times I nearly gave in, but haven't. How come I can give up every thing else that is bad for me, except the things that are worst of all for me.