OMG why is this so hard? I usually smoke up to 20 cigs a day. And because I have been trying for a baby for 2 years and have money worries I have finally took the bull by the horns so to speak to decided to do something about it! I have my first appointment at the fertility clinic on the 30th of July, and I will be so proud to tell them I'm a non smoker. I also know they will give me more help to start a family if I don't smoke.
I got up at around 7 this morning. I managed my half an hour long walk to work without buying any cigs on the way... but instead bout 3 packets of crisps, some lollies and some sweets to keep me busy lol.
But yet I can feel a horrible horrible mood hanging over me... anger probably. I have this all the time when I don't get a cig when I feel asthough I need one.
I really need some help guys. I have tried to quit so many times and I always end up giving in and going back to old ways.
Please please advice me... does it really get any easier? Or will I feel like this forever? God I feel really evil today lol xxx jane xxx