Hi everyone. Day 14
Well its my second week on Champix. First week was great, within 4 days I was smoking less than 10 a day (I was a 30 per day girl). Feeling chuffed I saw the smoking nurse on Monday (day 8) and decided to stop then and there. All was well until Wednesday night. Dreams, lack of sleep, indigestion, bad mood and stuffing my face like I hadn't eaten for years
Thursday I had a puff :mad:
Friday I smoked 2 :mad::mad:
Now its Saturday morning and before I loose the plot completely I need to re focus on why I so badly want to stop.
For 42 years I have smoked. I was a child the last time I was smoke free and I can't remember how that felt. I do know that I'm sick of being driven by 20 white sticks sitting snug inside a glossy cardboard packet :rolleyes:
Sorry for such a rambling long first post but whilst I have support from F&F's none of them are going through it and I feel very alone with my thoughts atm.