I have to say I have had a RUBBISH day today. I've said in numerous posts that I've been lucky not have been subjected to cravings a such, though I have had frequent periods of what I would call mild anxiety.
Well today I just seem to have been angsty, tense, taut as a piano wire - call it what you will, all day long. I have felt truly CR~P today and I'm fed up of it. I'm trying to get off to a good start in a new job for a new employer and it's not easy when you feel like a mild head case most of the time clicksmilies.com/s1106/mitt...
I went for a couple of beers up the local after work and now due to the addition of alcohol I feel even more tense.
Don't get me wrong it has never once crossed my mind that I don't want to continue with this and succeed, but I'm still truly bored of feeling rubbish and I can't even remember from the numerous past quits how long it lasts!!!!
Am gonna go to bed early and hope that I feel better tomorrow.