Hello, currently on Day 12 and dreading the rest of this weekend.
I found this week fine, easy in fact, like the first week, but last weekend (Sunday and Monday mostly) was sooooo bad, i'm dreading this one.
I've even turned down going bowling tonight as its with 3 smokers, i'm sure i would be fine but didn't want to risk it and now feel worse for staying in.
I think my main prob is stressing over my exam, did a few hours studying today but its just not quality studying and i start to get stressed. Also my other half has Sundays & Mondays off so we usually try to do stuff together, but everything i think of is going to be hard because of smoking!! ie if we go for a meal i might want a fag after, if we go for a drink i'll be thinking about it.
I really really do not 'want' to smoke, and i've been doing loads of exercise so am feeling pretty good (but VVVVVV tired!!!).
Just i can feel the same panicky,stressed feeling as last weekend and it makes all so much harder.
I can't believe i am not enjoying my weekends, crap!!!
Anyway 4 weeks and my exam will be done and hopefully i'll have stopped for nearly 6 weeks by then, THINK POSITIVE!!!
I have been quit for 1W 4D 19h 29m (11 days).
I have saved Â£59.05 by not smoking 236 cigarettes.
I have saved 19h 40m of my life.
My Quit Date: 09/04/2007 22:41