:mad: hi all
Almost 5 weeks for me, saved over £100, and feeling generally positive. Took up running or trying to run, joined a gym and feel good physically. Mentally feel quite stressed but coping. Am on patches but dropped down a strength and supplemented by the odd piece of gum.
Its getting to the point where I am thinking I am an ex smoker, but tonight am wobbly and thinking bollox to it all- who cares anyway. Not looking for the sympathy vote, but thats just how I feel. Have done a massive achievement for an ex chain smoker, am CO free and clean- but nobody gives a !!!!!
Restore my faith in human nature somebody please.
Ron
cheers- its strange- know am doing well and could not go back- but in a dark depressive mood- does anything matter to anybody?