This is my last ditch effort to lose a lot of weight. I am 61 and my BMI is 37.5 and I am just fat and feel horrible about myself. Tried Weight Watchers last year and did well however after the initial start up from NHS I had to pay and as we are pensioners I chose to spend my money by rather joining the Leisure Centre for excercise at the same price and do the diet myself. I am doing excercise but just cannot get motivated to eat healthy and less and for last few weeks have been topping up with chocolates and loads of bread and chips! My OH showed me his photos from our holiday this week and I almost did not recognise the fat lady in the background! This is now my last chance and I plan to start on Monday!