That is the crux of the matter isn't it. What do I want, what do I want my life to be, dare a say it "what do I want my life to say"? That is the question for all of US. You as a newbie have options I dreamed of having, old-timers wish they had my options.
it is now your choice, what are you going to do?
Are you going to make good use of your opportunity, OR... It is up to you after all. I and others will suggest and show you options for you to take, & yes you most certainly do have options. 20 years ago I had Betaseron and that was it, Before that people had nothing, Today you have many many more. WILL you take an option and live better than I ever dreamed of? Seriously, will you? I was told how lucky I was as I had an option. I will tell you, you are lucky you have options. Di not throw them away because you are scared or because you will just wait and see how it goes. You are okay now so you have time to wait. Guess what, no you do not. Time in this illness is not your friend.
Take the medicine and start planning, plan like you never imagined you could. Brace yourself for this tide is a little bumpy, but my friend come what may you are going to ride it, so make yourself comfortable and hang on tight because the ms bus is moving and there are no stops, to get off, YET.
Choose wisely it is your choice, this your trip.
ms bus Driver