It is okay. It is not the same as it was,. but with smart choices YOU of all people can do this well. I woke up this morning at 3.00am thinking of how I could paint this picture for you and I came up with two options that I liked.
First option was, sit with me in a dark room, with just one dull light bulb shining above our heads. Remember the first "Matrix" movie, being offered the red pill or the blue pill. This is the choice I give you. Red is taking action, positive action for you and your family. Honestly mostly for you. The blue of course puts you in a perpetual state of denial which of course leads to all sorts of negative outcomes that I would rather not imagine.
The second option is that we leave our pleasant quiet glade and enter the msAZE. To be fair you have already entered the msAZE. You can not get out, all you can do is strap up your shoes and get a move on. I have an idea how but I am not real sure where to.
Which one would you like to choose as it is your choice, it is ALWAYS YOUR CHOICE. Remember that for it is your first lesson. It is ALAYS YOUR CHOICE.
Royce
