Out of curiousity what age were you when OCD really started hitting hard? I know I had OCD in my early teens - issues with clicking my teeth in a methodical manner, sniffing my hands as I thought they were smelly and special numbers - but it got REALLY bad from 23 years old. TIA.
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I was 15 and it was 1970. No one knew what was wrong with me, my mother was so worried. I went to therapists, doctors, etc. Besides the anxiety I had many intrusive thoughts. Eventually it went away, but would come back during stressful times. Unfortunately as the years went on and symptoms would come and go I started to read more and suspected what I had was OCD. Unfortunately, during all those episodes I did all the things that made OCD stronger. Tried to stop the thoughts, neutralizing thoughts, etc. It wasn’t till 2006 I had a terrible relapse and got the right help. I got a psychiatrist who diagnosed me and prescribed meds and found an OCD therapist. Since then I have had only 2 relapses, one recent , but I have had years of feeling great with very few symptoms. I feel good for young people now because so much more is known about OCD. That’s my story.
The earliest OCD episode I can remember was when I was 8 years old (1983). There was a prolonged bad spell when I was around 11. It has come and gone ever since but in the last few years therapy and meds have really helped.
Looking back I realize now that OCD was there when I was a kid but it truly didn’t hit me until my early 20s and through therapy I discovered that not everyone experiences the world this way.
In 2006 it started with numbers but really didn't explode until 2010ish. Certain events have made the intrusive thoughts worse. It's so hard to pinpoint it, I wish I'd written it down because everything runs together now. I'm in my mid 30s now.
I started getting symptoms when I was about ten. I developed a complicated counting and tapping routine where I had to count and tap different parts of my body. I did this each day - and it became a real chore!
I didn't know it was OCD and I didn't know the the techniques I was using to combat it were a sort of do-it-yourself CBT. But I gradually cut down my routine, gradually getting rid of the tapping and cutting down the counting. I can remember when I got rid of it altogether - on holiday in France when I was 12. I felt so free!
It resurfaced again in my teens - I chose the wrong degree course for me at university and really struggled. Then I got a job and gradually the OCD started to take over, until I was practically catatonic. I had to leave my job, went onto medication, but wasn't offered any practical CBT.
In due course I went back to university and got my degree in a subject that suited me better - all the while struggling with OCD. I didn't actually know what I had.
My mother bought me a book called Living with Fear by Isaac Marks, which described my symptoms - now I had a name to put to my condition and ways of defeating it!
I think many of us have struggled without knowing what was wrong with us, and can date the onset of symptoms back to childhood.
I had my first episode when I was 21. Although I might have had some minor symptoms in my teen years it didn't really develop up until my early 20s.
It was 20 for me. Came on pretty suddenly and the worst period was probably the yeae it developed then the year or two after that.
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have had ocdhaoff since grade one. I remember this chant I heard then: step on a crack, break your mother's back!! I was so scared and tried to avoid the cracks in the sifewalk. Remember running very fast to home because I believed I had hurt my mom. Later it was this checking compulsion. Had to touch everything 3 times!
A I can remember having OCD at a real young age, like age 7 or 8. I remember this nursery rhyme that went: step on a crack/break your mother's back. We used to come home for lunch, and as I was walking on the sidewalks, I was trying to no step on any cracks for fear of hurting my mom. If I did hit crack I would rush home believing I had caused harm. Then it became other things though out the yearsj.