last year's spent trying..destroyed inside and outside...
none of the famous expensive London clinic offered counselling
nurses called to say ..U FAILED..
yes i failed again..why me?why ?we don't even know why..
is possible to be happy without a kid? still crying a lot ...what to do now?
" think about yourself " ..buying slimming pills..massage.. holidays. .but nothing i m devastated. .feel lonely. .no one really understand. .
Hi. I totally understand what your going through. It is completely devastating. Give yourself time. I know it sounds like a cliche but it is true. I have been through the same and had a hysterectomy in February. People on here have been a great support to me. As well as my own private counselling, anti depressants and books by Jesica Hepburn and Jody Day. There is support out there but unfortunately it can be hard to find. Also you have to find what works for you. Please be kind to yourself and know there are people who can help. Even if only to listen like me. Big hugs xxx
To adopt or not to adopt? 
Accepting it won't happen 
Where to start to 'fix' us?
The hardest decision.. 
