19.Two of my acquaintances/ family members had babies today. Two girls and one boy between them, and i legitimately feel excited for them. It still hurts, but not like it used to. I still feel a twinge of jealousy, but not like i used to . With my new partner, i know we aren’t financially ready for a baby and we still have plans for other things. So i’m finally content with waiting for a while. In the meantime, i will enjoy my family members babies and get all the snuggles i can get.