I've recently had a 4th ivf cycle fail and my husband and I have decided to cease treatment.
Since then my life feels like it is a constant struggle and all I can think about is not being able to have my own children. I have isolated myself from everyone (all of my friends have small children) and I don't enjoy anything anyone.
Please tell me this gets easier. I have had 2 counselling sessions but I don't feel like they have helped really. I have an appointment with the doctor next week too. Has anyone gone on to mediation to help them through? I've never wanted to go on antidepressants but I feel so dreadful that I am willing to try now. I'm so scared that I'll never get over this.