Hi, I'm new to this forum. Have been trying to conceive unsuccessfully for four years. Underwent all the usual tests last year and the verdict was unexplained infertility. I'm in my mid 30s now. I spent my 20s convincing myself that I didn't want children because I was so scared of turning into my emotionally volatile, abusive and manipulating mother. Now it's like a kick to stomach every time i see someone on the tube with a 'bump on board' badge on. I know that I have to accept the situation and move on with life but I haven't got a clue how to. I now consider it a good day if the sight of a pregnant woman hasn't driven me to tears.
I know that nothing can take away the pain. I think I just want to feel like i'm not the only person who feels like this and that someone out there understands.