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[Thegamer03]

Hi names k, 19, trans ftm (he/they) from the uk.I have various mh and physcial health issues that can impact my mh.

My mh conditions: BPD (although I disagree but was diagnosed at 16 adult mht are looking at possible removal if I still feel its not correct as if it is BPD they said I'm now nearly 2yrs in remission and once we have a bit more "proof" hopefully end of this year i will have a reassement and if its not bpd which adult mht do question they believe it to be more bipolar due to the manic and depressive episodes lasting for extented periods of times we just need to show that as been under adults since turning 18 they dont have as much "proof" to show its more like bioplar then bpd as they have their own stuff as well as the years of camhs stuff thankfully they aint starting from scratch as some my camhs stuff before being diagmosed with bpd does have them questioning bipolar up until i went through a bunch more trauma re triggiering alot of stuff and due to being a kid in care since I was 5 but now care leaver i was moved through 12 different placements in just over a year it effected me alot which put me in hospital alot, 2 weeks before being told i had bpd i was in general cuz if ended up in there for an incident most placements refused to have me back so i end up waiting and staying in general for a while so had been in for 3 weeks where i was informedthey are looking and believe i have emerging eupd/bpd thne 2 weeks later dispite hardley any incident and being in a stable place on 16th may 2021 i was told i had bpd which due to stigma and research and infor i found on it and nothing sounding good and feeling lost knowing there be near enough nothing to help me i tried one my biggest incidents at the time which put me in hospital with liver failure and then cuz the placement refused to have me back i spent 4 months in general on 1-1 but not sectioned and had no where to go until social care had the only option to look across country and uk wide)

Depression/MDD, anxiety, ocd, possible PTSD and well I don't agree it being seen more as mh it still is but adhd and autism.

I joined as well I wanna work in health care (paramedic) when I'm older so love trinna help others or sharing my experiences but also atm goin through alot with physical health including rn being 6 days post heart op where they fixed 1 issue but found sothing else and so been struggling a bit more then usual with that and trinna cope with it being 1yr since my mate took her life (3/3/23) and then shortly after loosing my grandad to brain tumors (19/7/23) so it being the first year since loosing them nothing being my first loss of loved one its hard espeically grandad being basically my father but also my friend was the first person I found who had bpd and was older then me fighting through it all the best she could and we had ended up on the same ward in general for a while as well as knowing of me from tiktok when I was sharing my experiences of camhs

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