Hello, I was just diagnosed with borderline personality disorder along with my diagnosis of anxiety and depression. I have been on an emotion rollercoaster my entire life, but until recently have felt confused. I have a sense of relieve having answers. I am on medications for anxiety and depression, but struggling with my bpd symptoms. I have started to notice that I can be manipulative and suspicious, which has put a strain on my relationships. I hate feeling this way and just want a "normal" life. I try really hard to manage my symptoms, but at times it is really hard. I have so much to be thankful for, but I still feel dissatisfied. I feel unhappy in my life and just need some prospective from others.