Hello, was referred to this website. I'm new here, not really sure what to write. I suffer from anxiety and depression. I'm a junior in college and i have a lack of motivation to do my work. It's very hard to just sit down and do what i need to do. Sometimes i am happy, but other times I am down right miserable. Mostly when i am alone. I have a boyfriend who is 8 years sober in AA. Im very codependent upon him. I used to be very content when i am alone, but now i can barely stand it. I lack confidence, and a way to cope with my stress. Some days I am crying on my floor and other days i just want to sleep in my bed. I get very jealous of those around me.. those who can do their work and be great at it. I'm very jealous of my boyfriend that has a huge group of friends/supporters that are alcoholics but, they don't really understand my depression and my pain. I am looking for people who can relate to my problems. I can't live like this, I need a community of support.