I'm getting a second degree in Envio...
I'm running out of money now and feel so desperate. I just need a part-time job that pays about 1200 a month to make rent and food. I apply and apply and apply and apply some more. I really fucking hate capitalism. I've been fantasizing about finding a cave to die in. Doesn't anyone actually believe that the climate is collapsing on us? No one fucking cares. Any job I apply to has NOTHING to do with it. Humans and their greed really disgust me.
I work as Care Assistant and it easy job and most people friendly and very nice There are always looking for good people
You know I really don't understand I love America and I'm grateful to be here and you have to have capitalism but why have so much money that you could change everything and how we view helping people housing I get away from taxpayers but philanthropist could just create housing and opportunity that could totally change how we view society and we have those people within our country don't I wish I was because that's what I would do for the federal boys and Grace this kept me alive I'm just anything and all I never wanted to do was advocates and people that cannot advocate for themselves
Now out of the blue, checking on a weird mole, I was diagnosed with melanoma. I see an oncologist tomorrow.
Depression is not a sign of weakness....
I have a interview 
