So I know this decision wont have been fully supported however i have finally handed in my notice.
From day 1 of starting this job i have not had a "good" day, and even my mum can see it has made me beyond unhappy, so much so she encouraged me to leave.
I need a job, theres no doubt about that. However my parents are willing to support me until i find a paid one (nothing out there at the moment). However i am going to apply to be a volunteer at a charity shop inbetween now and finding a paid job as i do not wish to be stuck at home all day as i believe i'll only get worse!
It feels good finally letting go after trying to force myself to enjoy office work, now ive just got the long 4 weeks notice period to get through!
Only concern left now is i'm unsure of how to tell my collegues (we're all in a box room, you can hear every breath) and what to say as i hate the attention on me, i'm scared they'll be upset with me and i just don't want questioning