It’s 7:57 am where I my at and I thought I’d check in. This is another first having a Thanksgiving w/o the love of my life. We were together 13 years, as different as night and day but between us there was this inevitable spark and we made it work.
Last year my boyfriend had been diagnosed with a fatal brain cancer. When he was diagnosed and had his surgery the surgeon removed a golf ball size tumor from his frontal lobe and he worked so hard to regain his speech and his strength.
Last year he was in a rehab living arrangement and we had the best day together. I had planned on taking him out for Thanksgiving dinner but he wanted to stay in and we were together most of the day.
He was the love of my life. I loved him as much as I loved my Father but obviously not in that way.
I just really miss him.
What’s worse than being alone? Having ppl around but being lonely is. 
28 years of misery for nothing
In love with a gay guy
crisis team help for my son.
Mid 20's drop in libido
