Really suffering at the moment . Been out of work 6 months having interview after interview . Waiting to hear back from two. I’m nearly 30 and keep reflecting on my life. I’m very unhappy and have tried so many things to change it. I also have health problems which bother me daily. Overall I mostly healthy though .
I just don’t have any happiness in my life and I’m so jealous of people my age . I have nothing . No partner , barely any friends. I don’t really have much of an outlet, so I write here.
I’ve tried online dating but got treated really badly by one person, he used me for one thing and told me I wasn’t good looking enough for him . I looked back and saw that it seems he had treated his exes well. It brings me back to being called ugly at school.
Just so down .