Current situation

[Charmerbluegirl]

Well y'all gonna get real fed up with me now yes. So the person from my previous post returned and I not sure exactly how I feel. It's the second time they left an returned and I have no clue what to do. I do have feelings for this person yes but is it really worth it. I feel as if I setting myself up for trouble again. I'd say I can't trust him but I know I'd end up doing exactly that. An sadly he just expected to come back normal and me to accept him with open arms. I myself in shock due to him returning and just to think I was getting better at being alone then he came an ruined it. I wanna talk to them but I fear I can't look at them the same. An every time I keep telling myself I'd be OK without him but what if I end up not being fine. I keep wasting time on people not really down for me and I literally don't know what to do at this point. I know I'm getting sickening cause I only post about MAN problems but I just have a lot of feelings and need lots of help. I make poor decisions at time but I don't want this decision to ruin me you know. Cause when I had no one to talk too it sucked and I coped with it. Yet I scared for this thing they call life. I really sick of the struggle so what do I do ?¿ ;(

[Chocolatenuggets]

I would say be strong and don’t give in! You say that you’ve been doing fine over the past two months, so all you need is time. Focus on yourself and keep yourself distracted with anything! Whether it be cleaning, coloring, talking here, just don’t fall back to the same pattern.

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to Chocolatenuggets]

So I tell the person I'm not interested ?

[Chocolatenuggets in reply to Charmerbluegirl]

I would not even reply. I mean, they didn’t reply to you.

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to Chocolatenuggets]

I know but I so weak tbh I need help

[Hidden]

All I can really suggest is that you give Him a B***, rush there are plenty people out there who will consider your feelings and expectations.

Try not to fall back onto a person who is lost and cannot relate to you or others.

BOB

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to Hidden]

Will do thanks