I think it’s too late

[StevenB22]

I’ve still had no therapy but I’m not suicidal anymore. Some would say that’s good but I’ve gotten cold and empty. I don’t feel sympathy or empathy anymore. I don’t care what happens anymore. I don’t sleep, I don’t eat. I feel like an empty shell with no emotions. I stay up for 22 hours a day and I keep getting intrusive thoughts about my puppy freezing in the cold. My relationship is failing because I have no remorse anymore, but hey, at least I’m not suicidal.

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi Steven,

It's never too late! It may feel like that at the moment, but hold on in there. Looking back at your earlier posts and the support you have received from this wonderful community don't give up hope!

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Good to hear from u again.Doing better in ANY sense is a good thing.Run with the good,because some people don't get that.

Hey..ur pup..how's he or she doing?

That's ur best medicine right there.Mine is my life n helps me with my extreme depression, pain n etc. Ur little guy will be fine..give him/her tons of snuggles n u will get back a million more.Glad ur doing better.

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I draw for my autistic son or listen to music when I am depressed but on the other hand I tell people I am calm and have been passed from the recovery team to GP. I don't feel professional give you the time of day your situation remains the same and your feeling, of depression remain the same. I have brought kindle and got motivation quotes up. But I listen to the radio, premiere Gospel, at least it has uplifting messages. Sorry, no other advise to offer.