Wishful Thinking

Trigger Warning I wish someone could put me out of my misery. The excessive crying and suicidal thoughts are driving me insane right now on top of my current stressors. I hate my life. I hate myself. I am just a burden!

[Robbie138]

I know how you feel x

[MAS_Nurse]

Hello BBPDbabe and so sorry to hear that you are feeling so low. Do you feel that you need to contact your mental health professional? How are the DBT sessions going? I know it is early days and these things can take time. It's good that you are talking to us here and we will try to support you as much as we can. If you feel you may need more immediate help please follow the link below to some appropriate helplines.

healthunlocked.com/mental-h...

Just to let you know also that I have put a trigger warning at the start of you post to alert other members who may be feeling particularly low and vulnerable.

Please keep in touch.

MAS Nurse & Moderator

[Daen]

I totally get it also

[kenster1]

hi sorry to read of your struggles you are not a burden on anyone never have been and never will be.you deserve to be here and you deserve help/support and happiness.hopefully you can get back on track real soon.

[completely-zero654]

Right this minute this is how I am feeling so you are not alone by any means. Fed up to the back teeth of things going wrong, struggling every single day of life and dealing with what life throws at you just not on, and feel who the hell cares, nobody on this earth gives a damn. Nobody apart from my husband would miss me and then he would soon get over it.

Life is bloody horrible for people like us who can't deal with thing just thrown at us, what's the point just another statistic, a useless person who nobody believes even when telling the truth, this is me too.

[Hidden]

Have you talked to your GP,are you taking medications, IF NOT. Make an appointment with your GP, write out a list of your concerns, this will help you get more out of your appointment.

BOB

[NHSseemstonotcare]

I know exactly how you feel, you are NOT alone, and people do care and would miss you. I say this because so many of us feel the same way. If someone goes we all feel worse because we know it could, one day,be us that go missing. Everyone is different, so my strength source will not be yours, but, my source of hope, my only source, is one day i felt happy. One day in my entire rubbish life. An that one day proved to me, perhaps, just perhaps, i might feel that way again! If that's true, then there's hope. Lol, it's a hairs width of a rope to grasp onto holding me from the abyss ,but, it's there. Lol, also i don't believe in a God, so once your gone, your gone, there's life, however bad it is, or nothing. I know its not much, i know it might not help, i know you might never have felt happy, i know i hadn't until one day a couple of years ago, i didn't even know what it was i had to ask people lol. Don't give up hope, don't let fear win,while you live theres hope!

[Eian59]

Hi sorry to hear that you feel like that.this site is good for people to vent or even just chat about anything you want to. You are not a burden you just feel had. There will be people here who can give you some advice or company if you want to talk about anything just message. talking helps get it off your chest and it's good to know that your not alone. Please take care and chat on here if you get lonely or just want to vent it's fine.

Regards

Eian

[Aardbark]

I felt like that at one point but have bounced back. I started to live my life the way I wanted and the relief is understandable. In essence, I wanted to live like St Francis of Assisi would in this modern age, once I committed myself to this goal, life got better.