Drugs

[Lynseyhot]

I am started taking drugs again to make me happy I think I am just going to keep doing it again I just hate feeling missable and always wanting not to be here any more but when I take stuff I feel alot happy and full of energy and getting things done to

[sweetiepye]

You have been a regular on here for awhile so I feel like I can be frank with you. Please don't be offended. You know people on here care about you and you also know how upset we will be by this post. You are fooling yourself if you think drugs will make you happy. No one is happy all the time anyway. Look around you, do people on drugs look happy to you? My Mother was addicted to drugs and she lost everything money, friends, husband , children and her health. When she was on her drug of choice she felt in control and powerful, smart and beautiful. Nothing was different except her perception of herself. If you want to be more than what you are, work for it. Drugs will never make you what you want to be. Be smart. Pam

[Lynseyhot in reply to sweetiepye]

Thanks for good advice I just find it hard to stay of it when I get to the point of really low it does help for a while but that is why I do it

[sweetiepye in reply to Lynseyhot]

Learn to love yourself and do good things that will help you. You are worth the extra effort. I know what you are talking about. I eat to much because I want the comfort although I know very well I am defeating myself. It's hard to be human some days.