Had a very long week and can't believe its Monday again tomorrow. Have felt really tearful and even cried at work on Friday which is something I try not to do. I had a couple of really good weeks when I felt happy and even normal again, and can't believe I have sunk so low again. This time has seemed especially hard as I let myself believe I was recovering at last. Some days I don't feel like I have the strength to carry on and am back to feeling exhausted again.
It is so hard to motivate myself and cope with work, last week I spent time just staring at my screen doing nothing.
Went out today to get some peace as had children and grandchildren round every day last week and on Saturday and just needed some time with hubby on our own.
Life is such a struggle.