Do others feel the struggle and effort of talking to people.?
I find it is such a huge thing for me, I just have no energy or interest in talking to others, when I do have to, I find my words get jumbled and I sound an idiot, I hate having to make small talk, I force myself to go to excercise classes and the agony of trying to think of something to say or sitting in awkward silence sends my anxiety sky high and I just want to run from the room.
I get irritated with my Husband, as he is always asking me the same thing, or doesn’t hear when I answer him and the effort to repeat myself makes me want to scream.
I feel so abnormal, every day is a struggle.