Sigh.

[mirai]

I want to give up. I don't believe in myself anymore. I used to, and I used to try and give that hope to anyone I could.

I guess I'm not looking for any words of encouragement or advice because I honestly don't believe there's any that could help me. I've heard it all. I've said it all to other people. Just posting this to be heard I suppose.

There are no places for me to go to get better and there are no people for me to go to and it's impossible for me to get better on my own. It's over for me.

[To be clear - I don't intend to kill myself right away, I don't have the courage. But I'm sure that will be my fate sooner or later.]

Thanks for reading. I wish you all luck.

[MariaLove123]

Nooo Mirai I cant do this without you! We promised we’d always lift each other up. Now eat a bunch of cookies and feel better! Love U! 🤗

[mirai in reply to MariaLove123]

I can't do it Maria 😰 I'm so sorry

[MariaLove123 in reply to mirai]

I’m messaging you. You can do this! You have before and I believe in you!

[Hidden]

So sorry to hear how you feel mirai

I’m hoping you get some hope back...

And I’m sending you some good wishes..

🌺🌹🌺🌹 xx

[mirai in reply to Hidden]

Thanks

[Hidden in reply to mirai]

Your most welcome ! 🌹

[Hidden]

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I wish you peace.

[mirai in reply to Hidden]

Thank you

[Hidden]

mirai, i might not be able to help you, but in my experience talking to someone almost always helps (at least for a little while). send me a dm.