What should I do?
I feel so alone. I’m a teenage mum to a 6 month old and have no friends. I never go out without my little boy. My boyfriend does nothing and takes for granted that our child has been fed, nappy changed, bottles done etc. He does no night feeds and I am physically and emotionally drained. I know he has a gambling issue that he hides. His money is his money which he wastes and puts nothing towards bills etc. My money is our money which he also wastes. I work and pay all bills, including his phone bill and his car insurance. I feel emotionally minipulated into sharing my money. Everything goes on him, I can’t remember the last time I bought myself something. He is lazy and does no housework and I barely get a moment to do anything as I always have my little boy, nevermind a moment to myself.
On top of this, I barely eat. If I have one meal a day I’m lucky. Not because I don’t want to eat, I just don’t, I don’t know why. I’m so skinny and underweight. It’s really getting me down.
I’m just so fed up, I wish I could just have a break away alone and away from everyone.