the amount of words that i want to say right now is huge
the story that i want to tell is way too long
so i'm just gonna cut it short and say that I CAN'T DEAL WITH THE PAIN
I'm not good enough, i'm loosing myself and i can't stop thinking..
i just want to take a brake..o wait i can't i'm having exams in 2 days
how can i focus on studying!