All I want is peace, to not be afraid anymore. I desperately wanted to find my place on this earth, to laugh and smile with others who truly wanted to be my friends. But I feel tainted, cursed and abandoned like something has a hold of me and is tearing me apart mentally and physically. I’m tired and I don’t want to wake up in this dark place no more.
I tried, but I don’t have much fight left, I just want peace and I want to feel what true happiness feels like.
I guess what I’m saying is that I’m ready, ready to go. Ready to leave this sorry excuse of a life far, FAR behind.