I'm overweight. My room is always in a terrible mess - it has books and clothes strewn all over and has not been swept clean in months. I find I lag behind my peers in all aspects. They are all optimistic and motivated about their future and have taken concrete steps to make a good future a reality, liking investing quality time in job applications. I have been procrastinating doing the same thing because I feel so hopeless about my future, that I don't think any number of job applications would help. I frequently get upset over things at my current workplace that most people deal with without having to vent or complain. I am very inhibited at my workplace. I rarely connect with my co-workers or talk to them unless there is a professional reason to.
I also find I am still emotionally dependent on my parents (I'm nearly 23). They have health issues and far from taking care of them, like most adults like me should do, I still depend on their advice and motivation. Why am I like this and could I ever improve?