I never asked for it, but I’m stuck in this existence. I can’t kill myself because it’s “selfish”, but it’s ok for me to carry on living in misery.
I’ve been through the system before, ended up being sectioned against my will, I don’t want to go there again.
If I’m on a plane I pray for it to crash. When I’m driving I think about turning the wheel and driving straight into a wall.
This is my life.
But I should be oh so grateful right?