This clip sums up how I feel

[digginsa]

youtu.be/nHiAL0C6stE(Not working as expected?)

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Why?

[digginsa in reply to Hidden]

Losing someone you love and then wanting to end it all, but don’t right at the last moment.

[Hidden in reply to digginsa]

Where you in a relationship?

[digginsa in reply to Hidden]

Dumped 6 months ago 😩

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So how you feeling?..tell ya what, if I wasn't dumped so many times, I wouldn't be with the love of my life now..plus, I didn't even know what love was back then comparing it to now..

[digginsa in reply to Hidden]

I hear that a lot but at the moment I feel like the most lonely guy around , and it’s soul destroying.

[Hidden]

Yeah it would be..it goes for anyone..Time will heal..Im not married nor do I have kids so I probably don't understand but it must be really hard for you..personally I think it's impossible these days to have a successful marriage..Im sorry it turned out like this for you..it could be for the best you know..keep strong..others don't get a chance to get married or even have kids..keep moving forward..theres more out there for you now and in the future..life doesn't end here..

[digginsa in reply to Hidden]

Hi thanks for the kind words, I have my son although he’s away this weekend so that’s why I am feeling worse, yes I have a job, a house a nice car, I am going to New York with my son for Xmas, yet with all that I feel depressed and worthless , I know people are in worse situations than me but I guess that doesn’t help when I feel this low, glad you found love hold on to it 😊

[belintte in reply to digginsa]

Hi I hope you got some help and are feeling better. Take Care x

[digginsa in reply to belintte]

Hello Belintte, and thank you for your kind words, I am on the mend seeing the end of 2017 was a turning point x

[Zoea]

Hi there

I've read some of the posts and it doesn't seem you have been treated fairly ; soz for that.

Are you able to see your General P and perhaps get a referral to a qualified good psychiatrist? That's always the first thing I suggest - it's a start!