It's tough

[Dooscooby]

I'm never allowed to be peaceful and content. My partner sees Only badness in me. I think the sight and maybe the sound of me sets him off. I have a speech impediment as well so people on the phone aren't too friendly and patient. I'm just finding it hard to live. It's hard getting through day to day. I'm more depressed than people know. I am clever at hiding the depression, but when I go to the toilet, the tears come and my face can drop. I can't explain, it's just really hard this life

[Satsuma]

Oh dear. I am sorry to hear this .. Sounds like you are living in a negative atmosphere. Being there unfortunately won't help you .. Have you thought of speaking to your partner and explaining how you feel ?